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apparently..

i'll be in otenki's video for "pheonix." details soon. look out for me ;)

[btw this is an invite only/guestlist thing. im in. your not. dont bother crashing it.]

the contingency plan.

2001 - 2006

this band is like my teenage/young adult years. i miss them terribly.
to this day, i still can't believe that it's over & it's been 2 years already.
it seems like only yesterday that my bff sophie introduced me to their
music & them (specifically jay & steve.) this band obviously means
ALOT to me. lets take a trip down memory lane.. shall we? :3

(the last of my letters - the contigency plan.)

dear friend,

i'm writing you this letter
cause i heard you love some other guy.
all alone, i sit at home and wonder
why you ever left without a last goodbye.

i unwrapped the barbed wire
from around my heart and the walls eroded,
but now i'm drowning in my blood
cause when you left me, my heart exploded.

so i wrote it down, i wrote it off..
apologies are not enough.
on your front step, i left it there
for you to find sealed with a tear.

remember those nights?
fell asleep at ocean side
cause you weren't lying next to me
and i guess you never will.
what if i died tonight?
to heaven with a knife
cause i'm not lying to you
and i guess i never will.

so friend, remember me tomorrow
and when we wrote our names up in the tree.
those days are leaving me to wonder
how you fell in love with him but never me.

so now you're leaving with him..
my own vacation is more the permanent kind..
while you're in the sunshine,
i'm in purgatory having the time of my life.

one more deep breath, I'll leave you now..
i'm sorry that this letters how
i told you what i always felt.
the suns out now and my heart might melt.

don't go, i need you more than ever.
i'll love you always and forever.

Sincerely,
Me

MY CRITIQUE OF MURY..

Wow.. I havent done this in forever.. More like ages.. LOL
anyways.. Out of all the artists out there, I've decided to
evaluate 2 albums at once from a band that I know
personally & this will be the hardest thing for me to do.
(Considering the fact that I have to be honest & I can't
"sugar-coat" the truth..) Meh.. Here goes nothing..

The Tarot Card Prophecy:
1. Welcome To The Family
The tune to this song is a mix of catchy & eccentric! Especially
when your're drunk & you're in a karaoke mood!! All in all, it's
a good song! It's also one of the songs that Im quite fond of!
2. I Got References
This is the best song ever & by far my favorite !!!!!! I love
this song!!! Obviously they really are that good!! LOL [:
3. The B-Side To The Truth
Aww this song seems to reveal their sensitive/venerable side!!
thats cute! Jay will probably kick my ass for saying this, but
it shows that they aren't your stereotypical band guys. This
song makes it seem like they're all hopless romantics at heart.
(Which this song obviously expresses. ) Aw how adorkable :3
4. Backflips and Ninja Tricks
Another song that I'm quite fond of! It's intense (simply because
it shows the complex emotions of what happens when
somebody gets under your skin & it leaves you perplexed.)
5. From The Bottom Of My Heart
The tune of this song is boisterous & quite silly.. In a good way...
It's the kind of song you can drunkenly sing along to, make an
ass out of yourself (with your friends) & still have a good time :D
6. 3/13
This song starts off with a sense of inadaquacy.. Therefore it shows
a side of them thats sensitive/venerable. it's so deep & adorkable..
thank god they musically assembled that day ^_^
Album EP Synopsys -
Their debut album EP is a masterpiece! It clearly shows these 5 random
guys can make phenomenal music together! Mury is simply amazing!

Souls For Sale:
1. Sleep Sweet
This song isn't auspicious at all.. Infact, it's purely tedious.. The
whole song shows obvious signs of being somewhat bedraggled &
adaquate.. The complex vibe/melody to this song is obviously defunct..
2. Money Penny
Im quite fond of this song also!! The melody & the lyrics are quite
amusing & whimsical. The vocal stylings of Chris & Jay are simply
astounding! This song shows signs of being wonderous !!!!!!!!!!!!
3. The Story Of Monkeys
It's formulaic.. All of it. This song complies to everything thats
mainstream. This song is purely torpid.. Everything about this song
distinctly says that it's hebetudinous. It's nowhere near sufficient..

Album EP Synopsys -
Their follow up album EP is a little far from being musically incisive.
I will give them credit for attempting to satisfy their fan's musical needs.
Hopefully, their future add-on songs will ameliorate their sophomore EP [:

Synopsys -
The random collaboration of Jay, Chris, Burt & Johnathan show potential
to become the next big thing! Aside from what else that I've said, I can
honestly say that Mury is a consonant of ecstacy & astounding live! 10!
Loves it<3

To Find out more about Mury, go here or here.

another update :D

i've reacently moved out of houston, texas & i currently live in salt lake city, utah.
im officially a stickam entertainer & i no longer use nowlive.com or talent 6.com

heres my stickam account:
http://www.stickam.com/xtheblackveil

im also apart of the street team for mury:

http://www.myspace.com/murystreetteam

kthxbye<3 (:

news update on myself (:

ohhh the joys of social networking! im
officially the promoter for shady jeff
& a VIP member of his street team ^_^

linkage: http://www.myspace.com/shadystreetteam

[MELLY: OFFICIAL HOLLYWOOD UNDEAD/SHADY JEFF PROMOTER]

sheisavidity (3:39:36 AM): ello love, it's roxy from myspace. remember me?
MEL has LOST it (3:40:34 AM): yea
MEL has LOST it (3:40:37 AM): let me invite u to chat
sheisavidity (3:40:40 AM): kay =]

[THE INFAMOUS SHADY JEFF (FORMERLY OF HOLLYWOOD UNDEAD)]

sheisavidity (10:49:57 PM): hi =]
SHADY XX JEFF went away at 10:50:11 PM.
sheisavidity (10:57:45 PM): sorry to bother you, but im roxy (melly's friend,) im obviously a fan of yours & i just wanted to say hi =]
SHADY XX JEFF (10:58:29 PM): ask melly ot come in chat
sheisavidity (10:58:33 PM): im in the chat
sheisavidity (10:58:37 PM): i just said hi to you again
sheisavidity (10:58:38 PM): lol
SHADY XX JEFF (10:58:56 PM): oh hi
SHADY XX JEFF went away at 10:59:00 PM.
sheisavidity (10:59:09 PM): lol hi
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sheisavidity (11:41:14 PM): ssssshhhhaaaadddyyyyyy :P
SHADY XX JEFF went away at 11:41:29 PM.
sheisavidity (11:41:33 PM): is it okay if me & kbug try to promote you on the radio?
SHADY XX JEFF went away at 11:41:38 PM.
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SHADY XX JEFF went away at 11:43:25 PM.
SHADY XX JEFF (11:44:21 PM): hell yeah
SHADY XX JEFF (11:44:28 PM): get kids to go ot my myspace
SHADY XX JEFF (11:44:31 PM): that would be awsoem
SHADY XX JEFF (11:44:35 PM): ill get you music asap
sheisavidity (11:44:55 PM): fuck yeah that would be dope !!! ima do it fer sure
SHADY XX JEFF went away at 11:45:32 PM.
sheisavidity (11:46:26 PM): you're the bestest shady jeff :]
SHADY XX JEFF went away at 11:46:55 PM.
SHADY XX JEFF is offline and will receive your IMs when signing back in.

PS: i have a live call in show.! go here to talk to me: http://www.nowlive.com/show/pagethreegirl

if you love me ...

you'll vote for me! im auditioning for the real world =] linkage: http://realworldcasting.com/people/xpruriency PS: i love being buzznet.com's album reviewer ^_^

Infinity On High: Musical Ecstacy Through My Perspective

PLEASE NOTE:

Eventhough, I did post this on a buzznet group bulliten; I 've been really busy

(w/ school && making appearences ) & I forgot to post this review on my/this journal

a few months ago (untill now that is.) so ignore it's tardiness :P

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mesmericlady:

02/06/2007 3:09 PM

Fall Out Boy â�“ Infinity On High [2/6/07]

1. Thriller
Jay Z's intro to this track with his words of advocacy are magnificent! Itâ�™s brilliant!

2. The Take Over, The Breaks Over
Patrick Stumpâ�™s astounding vocal range has reached itâ�™s peak on this track. Well Done!

3. This Ain't A Scene, It's An Arms Race
The debut song is simply amazing, so is Pete Wentzâ�™s backup vocals. This song is also one of my favorite songs by Fall Out Boy.

4. I'm Like A Lawyer With The Way I'm Always Trying To Get You Off (Me & You)
This song is dubbed one of my favorites; aside from â�œThis Ainâ�™t A Scene, Itâ�™s An Arm Race.â� Loves it! It should be thier next single!

5. Hum Hallelujah
This song in general is wonderous! Once again, I love Patrickâ�™s vocals! Clearly he is vocally gifted!

6. Golden
This ballad is hands down my other favorites; aside from â�œIm like a Lawyer With The Way Iâ�™m Always Trying To Get You Off (Me & You)â� & â�œThis Aint A Scene, Itâ�™s An Arm Race.â�

7. Thnks Fr Th Mmrs
Another one of my favorites. Itâ�™s catchy & intriguing. It also has potential to be their 3rd debut single.

8. Don't You Know Who I Think I Am?
The upbeatness & the fact that itâ�™s catchy makes this song simply inexplicable. Loves it (:

9. The (After) Life Of The Party
The abstraction in this ballad has a somewhat dazed feeling â�¦. Itâ�™s alright â�¦

10. The Carpal Tunnel Of Love
Yet another one of my favorites. The combination of Patrickâ�™s vocals & Peteâ�™s screams help the song achieve itâ�™s perfection. I love it :D

11. Bang The Doldrums
Eventhough this song may seem emo (due to itâ�™s subject on being love-sick,) it can pass off as decent.

12. Fame < Infamy
The mellow vibe in this song makes it seem stupefying. I like it.

13. You're Crashing, But You're No Wave
The boisterous tempo with a combination of Patrickâ�™s vocals is simply phenomenal!

14. I've Got All This Ringing In My Ears And None On My Fingers
The beat to this song is exuberant. The lyrics are belletristic. Once again, I like it.

Brief Synopsis:

Fall Out Boyâ�™s previous albums, â�œFrom Under The Cork Treeâ� & â�œTake This To Your Grave,â� didnâ�™t give you that feeling of dissappointment. Their new album â�œInfinity On Highâ� gives you that same feeling, but with an additional feeling of ebullience. This album by far is impeccability at itâ�™s finest. I give the band props for making a impressive album. Obviously they're all musically profound (;

i got a promotion ...

i can't say what it is, but the cool people on my preffered list (on myspace) know

exactly what im talking about. the price i have to pay is no privacy, no more LJ, no

more private myspace & prolly no more buzznet ... i have to ask missy (my boss)

about that ... i bet you're prolly wondering what it is ... you'll see in october ...

just like everyone else ... *sighs* its sooo worth it though =p

TO THE PEOPLE ON MY PREFFERED LIST ON MYSPACE:

please don't say anything about it. you know i'll maul you

&& you won't get the benifits or hook ups once it happens (:

PS: me & everyone who know are hecka stoked about it !!!!

just so you know, im sworn to secrecy about this for a reason X)